Lost for the first time.

I've never felt like this before.
I am lost for the first time.
I am lost
And I am losing it still more.
I am wandering a land of strange sounds and feelings.
There would appear to be no end.
I am lost for the time being.
I hope for a sight.
A word or a light to lead me somewhere warm.
I have no strength and I'm slipping away.
Crying alone with the world as the only silent witness to my directionless fear.
The source of my pain hides, unseen by all in a corner of my mind.
I can't catch up and I am beginning to scar.
I can't scream to escape, nor cry away this darkness.
This deep open darkness folding it's wings around me to close out the light.
But I will fight.
I am not a man to be forced against my will.
I will overcome you, black nothingness.
I will find you.
But for now I remain.
Lost for the first time.