Stunned.

Pitching in the darkness
I think I'm alone.
Fumbling for answers
And something to hold.
Less of an answer
More of a thought.
Without my dear anchor
I'm lost and distraught.
Light starts to enter
Just as I shout.
Nothing obscene
Yet I'll make one no doubt.
I'm lost and distorted.
Blind and confused.
I'm openly weeping.
Stunned and bemused.